The Stenquists

State Champ!

2012-02-17T13:08:00.000-08:00

Like I said in my last post, my nephew Christiaan went to wrestle at the State Championship so Justin, Lincoln and I decided to go watch him. It was in Prescott, so it was a fun little get-a-way for us. It was a 2 day tournament, and if he kept winning then he would go on to the next round. There was 4 matches that he would wrestle in, so we came the 2nd day where he would wrestle 2x if he won.

The car ride up! Since it was a 2 hour ride I decided to sit by Lincoln, thinking that he would be better with me next to him. Wrong. He kept crying and reaching for me, so he was a grumpy bum until he fell asleep.

Walking into the tournament. The weather was so perfect there!!

Waiting for Christiaan to wrestle

Playing with Grandma

Cousin Jeri with her Dad

Christiaan's 1st match. This kid that he wrestled was supposed to wrestle Christiaan 2 other times but each time he forfitted. We think it was a mind game so that he could study Christiaan's moves, and make it an easy win for him.

It was close, ending at 3-2, but Christiaan still had him! He won this round which meant he would wrestle to take 1st or 2nd in the State.

The stud himself right after the match!

Waiting for the next round to start.

Christiaan getting warmed up for the final match!

I was so nervous for him! I haven't been that stressed out in a long time haha. I can only imagine how I'll be when its actually my kids out there!

I didn't get any pictures of him during the match, buuuuutt

HE WON!! State Champ baby!!

All these pictures are off my phone, so they're super blurry,
since we were all jumping around and screaming.

He finished the season undefeated, which is pretty amazing.

Us with the state champ

That night we went to a pizza place to celebrate with all our family that came and his team.

Then we stayed over night at a hotel there and came home on Sunday.

Link and Daddy hanging out in the hotel room. Link's trying to check his facebook page.

Typing to the ladies.

And then mad because dad took the laptop away from him. Haha this kid and technology.

It was such an exciting weekend and I'm so happy we were able to go and support Christiaan! We were so proud of you bud, you were amazing! You definitely are cool in Lincoln's eyes now :)

Ha funny story, Sunday before we all checked out of the hotel, Erin came down showing us a facebook status of the kid that kept forfeiting on Christiaan who ended up getting 3rd. A friend wrote on his wall saying that he would've gotten 1st if that Allen kid wasn't on roids and taking a beaver tranquilizer. Haha! Its funny because people always thought my brothers were on steroids too, but nope that's just the Allen genes!

Grandma Jody Comes to Town

2012-02-16T11:55:00.000-08:00

Grandma Jody coming to town = dates for mommy and daddy.

Justin's mom came into town for a couple days, and since she wants to spend as much time with Lincoln as she can we decided to go out and do everything we could while she was here to babysit.

So saturday we got up and went to the temple

Then went to my nephew Christiaan's Semi-Final wrestling tournament (he took first, which meant he was headed to State!)

Christiaan is a stud, another post on that coming soon!

And then that night we all went to BJ's for dinner

Lincoln was really tired so he kept laying his head down on the table

Sunday was Super Bowl so we headed to my parents to celebrate.

Lincoln with Grandma Jody and Grandma Allen

Monday Justin and I went out on a date again! I planned the date, and told Justin we were going to see Joyful Noise. I told him as we were driving and he was so grumpy about it. He kept complaining and saying how embarrassing that would be to give that ticket to the ticket guy. Haha. So when we pulled up I told him to let me order the tickets since that's embarrassing to him, and tricked him with seeing Red Tails. Lets just say his attitude changed real fast, and he failed that test!

After the movie we went to Jimmy John's for lunch to try it since I keep hearing how good it was. It was really yummy! It might be one of my new favorite sandwich places.

Tuesday, Jody had to go back home. So me and Lincoln took her to the airport. Unfortunately we didn't get hardly any pictures of while she was here. But this one was right before she left us.

Thanks for coming to visit Jody and letting us get out! Can't wait till you come back! :)

Peter Piper Pizza

2012-02-15T19:30:00.000-08:00

With Kristy being in town, we had to do as many fun things as we could. So we headed to Peter Piper Pizza for lunch one day. There wasn't too many other people there, so all the kids could run around free. It was a blast! And I have to say, their dessert pizza was AH-mazing. Like I-couldn't-stop-thinking-about-it-for-days amazing.
I didn't bring my camera, so all these pics are from my phone and are crappy quality, but at least we documented the day!

Lincoln and Grandpa

Lincoln and Grandma

Jack riding a motorcycle

Lincoln riding a ride

He loved it

Finley riding it too! I love this little girl and miss her so much!

Grandpa and all the little boys playing skee-ball

Climbing up the jungle gym

Finley, Kaci, and Lincoln fighting over the car :)

Haha this kid might have a sweet tooth like his mama! He downed these sugar cookies.

Happy 24th to me!

2012-02-15T10:57:00.000-08:00

I'm a little late in posting this, but January 26th was my 24th birthday! It was a really fun day thanks to Justin, who always goes all out and makes it special.

I was baking some cupcakes really late on the 25th and Justin was busy doing something and kept saying I couldn't leave the kitchen, so when it hit midnight he came around and shot me with silly string and confetti, and had decorated our room and ceiling. Those decorations may have stayed up this this last week..

I wanted to go around and get as many free birthday things (food) as I could since I never have. So for breakfast me and Lincoln went to breakfast at Joes Farmhouse where you get a $10 credit.

Then for lunch we all went to Firehouse Subs because you get a free sandwich there.

That night Justin had plans for us, but wouldn't tell me what. He said that we were dropping Link off at my parents house to be babysat and then heading out on our date. Well, he tricked me and had a surprise party there with my family and friends. We didn't get too many pictures of the party, but here's a few that we did.
It was so much fun seeing everyone who came!

Justin spoiled me with my birthday present,

A Silhouette Cameo!
I LOVE it, even though its kind of complicated for me. But luckily Justin think's its pretty cool too and helps me figure it out.

My birthday was such a fun day. Thank you Justin for being so sweet and making me feel so special! You are the best husband ever! Thanks to everyone who came to the party, and sorry to all my family who had to celebrated with me all day long! 24 is going to be a good year :)

4th Annual Favorite's Night

2012-02-11T12:30:00.000-08:00

Kristy came to town in January, which meant time for our annual favorite's night!
This is definitely one of my favorite nights of the year. Presents, food, family, no kids all equal a great night!

And as usual, I didn't bring my camera so I took Tami's pictures from her blog. Thanks Tami!

All of the girls!

Mr.10 Months

2012-02-10T20:09:00.000-08:00

How did this sweet baby boy go from this to this in no time at all?!

I think I say this every month, but really I can't believe how fast time is going. But I'll admit, I love that it is because this sweet boy gets better in time.

We went through a super rough patch for a couple of months. He was waking up 3-4 times a night, would be grumpy all day because he was tired, would fight every nap, hated being in a car (would completely come undone in our 4 minute car ride to the store,then we get there and get him out and he would be all smiles, and old ladies would comment on how lucky I am to have such a happy baby. I wanted to smack them all.), would just want to be held all day -which was fine if I had nothing to do, but if I did then he was a crying mess till I could hold him. Lets just say he wasn't the only one who would cry all day and couldn't wait for daddy to come home.

BUT

I'm happy to say that something clicked for him, and he has been the most AMAZING kid any mother could ask for the last couple weeks. I finally decided that he needed to cry it out at night, which I had done before but then he would get sick, or we'd go out of town, or he was teething so then I'd give in. But night after night of getting up multiple times and then being up at 5:30-6 for the day, I had had enough. So I decided that for a week I was going to let him cry. The first 2 nights were EXCRUCIATING. He cried for 1.5 hrs those nights, and I would lay in bed wrestling with myself if it was the right thing to do, how I'm a horrible mother to let him cry, and all I wanted to do was to go hold him- but I was strong and on the 3rd night he let out a little whimper but then went right back to sleep, and has been sleeping pretty amazing ever since! AND he's sleeping in till about 8:30 everyday, but last week a couple mornings he slept till 9:30 and 10:15. That has never happened. And he goes down for naps like a champ. Now when he's awake he's happy and playful, and I'm happy and playful, so then we just get to play all day!

I don't know if the cry it out method works for everyone, but for me it has made all the difference. I was so grumpy before and had no patience, because I was so dang tired all day. I am not like Justin who can run off little sleep. I NEED sleep. I'm worthless without it. So the whole not getting any sleep for 9.5 months didn't really work for me. But now that he is sleeping, which means I am too, LIFE IS GOOD. And to top it off, he has been a little rock star in the car lately. Yesterday we were in the car for a couple hours, doing things that I normally would've waited to do till Justin was home, but he didn't cry once.

This is not my same baby!! I love it!

So what else is Lincoln up to, besides being the most amazing baby boy anyone could ask for??

*Claps

*Waves

*Loves bananas and potatoes

*Loves playing with all his toys, especially his cars.

*Loves smiling, and laughing

*Loves getting into my wallet and pulling out all my cards

*Wants to play chase all day

*Will sit and cuddle while watching tv. Ellen is his favorite show :)

*Gets into our cupboards all day

*Loves having little things in his hand and will hold on to them till I pry them out (little toys, rocks, cheerios)

*Still isn't walking even though he can while pushing toys/walking along the couch.
He's too speedy with crawling.

*He loves anything technology. And will sit and play with it like he's trying to figure it out

*Has a green blanket with silk edges, and will go down for naps just to have that. And he'll hang out forever in his bed after his nap just to run his fingers along the edges. Its so cute because we'll go in there just to check on him and he'll be sitting up playing with the blanket, not making any noise.

He's pretty much the greatest, cutest, happiest, bestest baby ever now and I'm so lucky to be his mama! I love you Linky boy!

Happy Birthday Mom!

2012-02-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

January 16th was my beautiful mother's birthday. To celebrate she came over to have me do her hair that morning, and then we all went to Amazing Jake's that night. It was the perfect place for our big family. Definitely will become a tradition!
I love my mom so much, she is the best friend/example/mother anyone could ask for. I am so grateful for her and the wonderful grandma she is to Lincoln. He loves her so much, and always wants her over me!
Thanks for the fun day Mom! We love you!

Me and Kari rocking Dance Dance Revolution

I won the jackpot, so don't mind my ugly face. I was pretty excited.

I Don't Want To Brag....

2012-02-06T14:56:00.000-08:00

But I think I have the greatest/most beautiful family on earth. Right before Christmas we took family pictures, and they all turned out so great!

Billy, Kristy, Lainey, Wrigley and Finley

Jensen, Karin, Stosh, Stacia, Sahara and Skyla

Justin, Kelsey and Lincoln

David, Jessica, Schuyler, Kirkland, Roe and Jeri

Chris, Cindy, Christiaan, Courtney, Cassi, Caleb, Carson, Camryn, and Cole

My parents :)

Todd, Tami, Emie, Erin, Abby, Josh, Ashlie, Jack

Greg, Tera, Brecklyn, Kolten, Sammy, Kate, Maci

Kohn, Kari, Kohner, Kam, Kash, Kruz and Kaci

Precious.

She's so dang cute!

Shaun, Katie, Kami, Austin, Kyle, Allie, Kody, Kade

All the siblings with our parents

The whole gang, all 61 of us! Its not very easy to get everyone looking and smiling.

ANNND of course, Mr. Lincoln.

Sorry, couldn't resist. He's just to handsome!

Playtime.

2012-01-22T15:46:00.000-08:00

Cabin/Broken Arm/ New Years

2012-01-08T08:39:00.000-08:00

The day after Christmas Justin, Link and I headed up to the cabin with my parents. We spent a couple days there and just watched movies, played games, ate good food, and Link got to spend all day with his favorite person, Grandma Allen!

I didn't take many pics while we were up there, but here's some I that I did take.

Haha love my little chunk

While we were at the cabin Justin went snowboarding with my brothers/in laws and nieces and nephews and while he was there he went to the terrain park, slipped off a rail and broke his arm. He didn't know it was broken then, but after an E.R. visit, x-rays and meeting with a specialist he found out he broke his radial head (elbow) and had to get a cast. Luckily he won't need to get surgery, which he thought he might.

So this is how he brought in the new year :)

We just stayed home, lit some fireworks and had fun with each other while Link slept the night away.

I love this guy so much and love that he's the one I've gotten to kiss the last 4 new years!

9 Months

2012-01-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

On Christmas Eve this little handsome boy turned 9 months!

Since it was the holidays he didn't get into his Dr.'s appointment till this week.

His 9 month stats:

Weight: 20 lbs 50th%

Height: 27.75 20th%
Haha he's a shortie.

What Link's up to at 9 months:

*Started saying Dada. He'll switch off and either say Momma all day, or Dada. Can't really go back and forth though!

*He's super sensitive. He does NOT like getting yelled at. He'll instantly start crying if you yell at him. I'm the same way- I do not like getting in trouble, so he's just like me.

*He loves any tiny place that he can crawl in. In between our 2 couches is a pathway just for him, and he'll spend all day going back and forth. Another favorite of his is underneath our kitchen table.

This day he spent forever between the Christmas tree and his carseat playing with a toy. Ha he's so funny.

* He LOVES, loves, LOVES his Grandma Allen. I'm usually his favorite and he'll want me over anyone else, but if she's around then he completely forgets about me! I love how much he loves her. We think it stems all the way back to the week he spent with her right after he was born when I had to go back to the hospital. She came over to babysit him this week and I kept trying to give him a hug and kiss goodbye and he kept pushing me away. Thanks sweetheart :)

* He loves any technology. Phones, computer, x-box controllers, remotes, you name it-he wants it. And he's super smart, he knows if you take the battery out and its not working, because then he won't play with it. And he knows what button to push to turn the x-box on, which then turns the tv on.

*He throws fits. Especially if he's playing with something and you take it away from him. IE my keys- I don't let him near those now because he loves them and if he starts playing with them there's no getting them back!

*He walks along furniture really good and is starting to let go of things and stand all on his own.

*He knows where I am at all times. Even if I leave the room without him seeing, he ends up right next to me in no time.

*He's a speedy crawler. There's been a couple times when Justin and I have left him in a room, and like 2 seconds later he's right next to us. What? How did you get here so fast?!

*He FINALLY likes to play with toys. But he likes it a lot better if Justin or I are in his eye's view. He'll turn his head and look at us every couple seconds to make sure we haven't left. If we have then he quickly comes to find us.

Link is so much fun now. He laughs so hard at things, plays hid-n-seek, will crawl super fast away from you if you chase him, and is starting to be a tease (will try to bite you and if you say OW, then he tries again haha) We definitely have our good and bad days, (like right now he HATES being in the car, need to find a solution for that) but luckily his fun times outshine the bad. He still isn't a good sleeper, but oh well hopefully one day he'll figure it out! One positive is that he's been awesome at naps lately. I'll take what I can get! I love my little 9 month old, and can't believe he's getting so big!

Christmas Day 2011

2012-01-06T07:50:00.000-08:00

Lincoln had woken up a couple times during the night- he must've been so excited for Santa or something- so he ended up sleeping in that morning. Justin and I were too excited so we started opening presents without him! We didn't get pictures of everything we got, but Santa sure was good to us this year.

Here's some of the few pictures that I did get from the day.

Santa knows that movies are our favorite thing, so he brought us a bunch.

Lincoln woke up and was ready for presents! He wasn't into the wrapping paper and mess like I thought he would be. He would find one thing that he was interested in and if we tried to get him to open the next present he wouldn't pay attention at all. We left some presents wrapped till the next day because he didn't care. We also decided that next Christmas all he's getting is a set of Q.T. cups, because they're really one of his favorite thing to play with anyway!

He did get this toy and absolutely loves it. Its the first toy that he'll play with non stop. Its hours of entertainment for him, and I have to say I kinda love the songs too! Its funny though because we got him a toy that you push and walk with, but he doesn't use it, he just pushes this one around and walks with it!

He also got this super cool rocket that he likes to ride on.

This was another favorite present that I got, coupons that Justin made me.
They're also Link's favorite- he loves chewing on them!

This handprint was Lincoln's present to all his Grandparents. I love his cute chubby hand!

After we were done opening presents we got ready and headed over to my parents ward to see my Mom, Katie, Kami and Austin sing in the choir. Their ward has the most amazing youth choir, and I was so glad we went to it.

Link in his cute Christmas outfit from grandma Jody

After church we headed over to my parents house for a yummy breakfast, then stayed and hung out there all day with my siblings that came and went. It was a fun relaxing Sabbath day!

When I was a kid I used to be sad if Christmas fell on Sunday, but now that I'm older I LOVED having it on Sunday. No better way to celebrate our Savior's birth than in church, thinking of Him and singing songs to Him! I love the Christmas season and am so sad that its already over with now!

Christmas Eve Part 2

2011-12-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

After we got home from my parents, we opened some gifts. Link fell asleep on the way home, but woke up after a while to join the party.

Showing off our new pj's

Link checking out all the presents

Grandpa and Grandma Stenquist gave Lincoln some new outfits

And some cute new shoes.

They also gave us a nice camo pack

And lots of fun goodies for me!

Then Grandma Hansen got him this fun toy that he loves.

And some cute pj's.fd

And this awesome Christus Statue for Justin and I!

Grandma and Grandpa Allen gave us this beautiful "Families are Forever" clock

And gift certificates to A and L.. I'm so excited to go use those!

They also gave Mr. Lincoln some money, but he hasn't decided what he wants yet!

Lincoln gave me this necklace, which says "Mom is the heart of the family"

Its one of my favorite presents.

And he gave daddy this super awesome remote control helicopter that

he's been wanting since he was a little boy

We had a super fun Christmas Eve, and are so grateful for all of Lincoln's grandparents and everything they gave us! We are spoiled for sure!

Christmas Eve Part 1

2011-12-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

For Christmas Eve we had a party at my parents house. We started at 4 so that we would be done early for everyone to go home, do their own Christmas Eve and then put kids down for bed. We had Mexican food for din, and dang it was good. Shout out to Courtney for making the best enchilada's I've ever had! Here's some pics of the party!

Haha Kohn couldn't make a straight face for the pics.

We had a piano recital where all the grandkids played their Christmas pieces/any songs. We had so much talent in our family!

(Again I took some pics from your blog Tami, thanks for sharing!)

Temple Lights

2011-12-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

The Thursday before Christmas we went to see the temple lights. Lincoln fell asleep on the ride over and stayed asleep the entire time. Very odd for him! It was F.R.E.E.Z.I.N.G. that night so we walked around for a bit then went in to watch the Luke 2 movie. I love that movie and love the Temple Lights! My Christmas isn't complete without seeing them.

(Last 2 pics are from Tami's blog, they were to pretty not to use! Thanks Tami :)

Merry Christmas from the Stenquists!

2011-12-25T05:44:00.000-08:00

(card made by http://www.etsy.com/shop/mommiesink. Use her, she rocks.)

Tallest Christmas Tree in the Nation

2011-12-25T05:30:00.000-08:00

We babysat for my sister Katie one weekend, so we took her kids out to Anthem where (surprisingly) they have the tallest living Christmas tree in the nation, 103 ft tall.

So of course we got some pictures with it.

Then we walked around the outlets, because I hadn't ever been there.

They had a Santa there, so each kid (but Kyle) got a picture with him.

Then they had Santa's sleigh for us to sit on!

Oh Christmas Tree

2011-12-25T05:18:00.000-08:00

Link has been mesmerized by the Christmas tree. Especially when the lights are on. He loves the ornaments, and has broken quite a few!

Driving.

2011-12-25T05:10:00.000-08:00

This little boy H.A.T.E.S. being in his car seat lately. Its not enough interaction for this party boy. Makes for running errands not very fun! But the second I get him out of his car seat, he's happy again. There's been a couple times lately where we've had to sit and wait in our car so I'll get him out and let him "drive". He LoVeS it. Its pretty darn cute.

Lincoln and Santa

2011-12-25T05:04:00.000-08:00

After Justin finished his last day of school me and Lincoln took him out to celebrate. We went to Bass Pro Shop so Justin could look around, Lincoln could get a picture with Santa and I could get some fudge :) Lincoln was so good on Santa's lap, which I was really suprised. He kept just staring at him mesmerized. I guess he just really wanted some presents bad!

Lincoln and Mom

2011-12-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

Allen Family Christmas Party

2011-12-25T04:50:00.000-08:00

Some pics from our Allen Family Christmas Party!

Playing the present game

The nativity scene with all the cousins!

Black and Whites

2011-12-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

That title may sounds racist, but its not :) It just means there's a whole bunch of black and white photos to see!

Thanks Kami for these awesome pictures!

Allie's Baptism

2011-12-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

Last month my cute niece Allie got baptized as a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints! I love this girl and so proud of her decision!

After the baptism, we headed over to a park to celebrate. We put Lincoln in a swing--lets just say the kid was in heaven. He was giggling the whole time.

Seriously, is that not the face of pure joy?!

Playing with Grandma Allen!

I love my little family.

Family Picture Preview

2011-12-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

Last weekend we took some family pictures, and this picture explains just how it went.

Haha!

Thanksgiving, 2011 & 8 Months

2011-12-02T12:17:00.000-08:00

On thanksgiving, this cute boy turned 8 months. I love my Linky, we have so much fun together! Here's some things he's been up to lately.

Thanksgiving this year was a nice relaxing day. We spent the morning/afternoon home just lounging around, and then headed over to my parents to have dinner there. Most of my siblings were gone, but still with the few there we had a big crowd!

I love Thanksgiving time to sit back and think about my life and all the great things about it. I have so much to be grateful for! In church this past Sunday we had a talk about when we pray to not just say, " I'm grateful for everything"- to name each thing that we are grateful for so that Heavenly Father knows. I loved hearing that because I totally say that and just assume that He knows what I'm saying. So since then I've been doing that- it's amazing when you name each thing you realize just how blessed your life is. I am one blessed girl to have the sweet husband, baby and family I have!

Chicago Day 5- Last Day

2011-11-22T20:00:00.000-08:00

Our last day was by far my favorite day. It was a day of just us girls, no kids and no stress. :) That day we had lunch at cheesecake factory and then went to the play, Sound of Music.

Our lunch was hilarious because our waiter was retarded. We were in a hurry to get to our play on time and like a half hour after we had ordered we told him we were in a hurry and had to leave soon and he tells us that he hadn't even put our order in. So our meal didn't come till like 15 mins before the play STARTED and then he messed up Karin's and Kari's meal, so then it took even longer trying to wait for theirs, which Kari didn't even end up getting hers because we had to leave. But we did get 2 free cheesecakes which always makes up for things :)

We hurried over to the play which was AMAZING. I loved it. It had been so long since I had seen the movie that I didn't even remember she was a nun? Hello that's what the whole thing is about! I definitely recommend seeing it!

I forgot my camera this day, so the only pics I had are blurry ones from my phone.

After that we had to hurry back to Kristy's to get our luggage and take off to the airport! Luckily we made it in time, Lincoln was pretty awesome on the flight and slept for most of it, we made it home safe, no bags were lost, all was good.

It was SO much fun seeing Kristy, her beautiful kids and the fun city that they're living in! Thanks Kristy for putting up with all of us! And THANK YOU everyone for helping me out with Link. I couldn't have survived without you. Also, thanks for putting up with me :) We definitely need to do another girls trip, but next time Link isn't invited!

P.S. Krisy calls me a couple days after we got home and told me that Lainey kept saying to her, " Mom my forehead hurts so bad because it won't stop thinking about Aunt Kelsey." Gosh I love my Lainey girl so much!

Chicago Day 4

2011-11-22T19:55:00.000-08:00

Our 4th day in Chicago was our shopping day.
It was a rainy day so we thought about going to a movie instead, but ended up going shopping. We hit a lot of stores, but most importantly the Hershey store. Unfortunately I wasn't very good at taking pictures this day-- I took 130 pictures the day before and only 7 this day, whoops!

We spent all morning shopping, then Kristy had a dr.'s appointment so we dropped her off there and Katie tried to drive us back to her house...she gave it a good shot and ended up giving us a nice tour of the neighborhood :) It was so funny because Kristy's house is on a one way street, so we were SO close to it and could see it but couldn't figure out how to get to the right entrance of the street. Kristy called us and unfortunately her appointment was messed up so she asked where we were, and through all our driving around we just happened to end up right back where she was, so we were able to pick her up and go get some lunch. She took us to a really yummy pizza place where we had a deep dish Hawaiian pizza that was AmAzInG. I want some right now.

After that we drove to the temple which was about a hour away. The plan was for everyone to go in and do initiatories and I would stay in the car with the kids and then Kristy would come trade my place so I could go in. So everyone left, and about 2 seconds after they left Lincoln started crying/screaming, Finley started crying and then Lainey started crying. Lincoln was out of control miserable and I couldn't get him to stop. He was so exhausted but wouldn't chill out to go to sleep. Lainey, Wrigley and Finley were all hungry and tired too. I thought I was going to lose my mind! Here everyone else was in the temple having a nice spiritual experience, and I was in the car crying ready to pull my hair out. I finally found some food in the car and gave it to Kristy's kids and they calmed down, but Lincoln was still screaming his head off. Lainey and Wrig were covering their ears and kept saying, "He's hurting our ears, can you tell him to stop?!"

Finally after what seemed like an eternity Kristy came out to switch, but I was so frazzled inside that I couldn't go in right away. I took Link on a walk around the temple where I just sobbed and sobbed till I felt better, and he finally fell asleep. Then everyone else came out so me and my mom went in to the temple. I tell you- there is NO other place that can fill you with peace like the temple. I went from being so upset inside to calm in almost an instant. Everything was okay in the world again.

My cousin Kelly had come with her girls to do baptisms for the dead, so she was outside talking to everyone when we came out. She was so sweet and said that the Spirit had whispered to her that she needed to come babysit for us the following day so that all us sisters and mom could go out and have a fun day without the kids. I was so happy about that because traveling with Link is HARD! I mean, he really was pretty good for how long our days were and considering that at home he still takes 3 naps a day but there he would hardly take any naps at all. That meant at times he was super grumpy, which makes me really grumpy :). So thank you everyone for putting up with my grumpy self!
But having Kelly offer to come and babysit was huge for me. I don't think she realized how much that meant to me. Kelly, you really were an answer to a prayer! Thanks for listening to the Spirit and making me a happy girl! :)

Here's some of the few pictures I did take.

I loved all the different colored leaves! That's what fall is supposed to look like.

The Chicago Temple, seriously, how beautiful is that?

Chicago Day 3

2011-11-22T19:50:00.000-08:00

Our third day in Chicago was our main sightseeing day. We started the day off by walking to Navy Pier and walking around there. We were thinking about going on a boat tour but decided to do a bus tour instead. That was a great choice because we got to see so much of the city during that. The buildings there are amazing- I love old buildings and the history behind them, but then I loved the new buildings because they were some of the coolest architecture I've ever seen.
One of our stops was at the Willis (Sears) Tower where you go up to the 103 floor and they have a glass ledge that extends 4 ft. from the building so you can go stand on it and you are standing 1,353 ft. high with clear glass under your feet. Let me tell you- FREAKIEST thing ever! The building is so tall that it sways 6 inches in the wind, and when you walk out on the ledge you DEFINITELY feel the sway. So scary, but we all managed to go out there!

After that we went to lunch at a really nice Italian restaurant...that definitely wasn't meant for our big crown with little kids. Our first sign should have been when the strollers barely fit through the doors. It was the quietest place, and of course Lincoln kept throwing huge fits and crying so loud that I had to take him outside a couple times. Then I got him to chill out, so we go back in..and as we're eating he had THE WORST blow out he's ever had. I was dying. It was all over his clothes, all over my clothes, I had to end up throwing away some of his clothes because it was that bad. And of course I normally have a change of clothes for him in my bag, but nope not this time! So then I had to carry him out in only a diaper--I was mortified. All I could do was laugh (to keep from crying) because it was so ridiculous. We were already such a scene there with our big group, and Lincoln crying, and then walking through the restaurant with a naked baby....geez, I've never felt more W.T. than that!
Then I had to carry him out in the cold Chicago weather naked...but luckily Finley was nice enough to share her sweatshirt with him, and a blanket to cover him.

Once we got back to our hotel, Link, grandma and me stayed behind while everyone else went shopping. We were exhausted (esp. Lincoln) so I stayed to put him down to bed early, and me and Susie hung out in our room.

Here's some pictures of our eventful day!

Walking to Navy Pier

Link and Finley were the best troopers on our long busy days.

Me and my best friend Lainey. This girl loves me so much for some strange reason. There was nothing T.T. Katie could say about me to change her mind! All day long she would tell me, Aunt Kelsey you are so beautiful. Aunt Kelsey you make my heart smile.
I love you Lainey , you come see me anytime!

Wrigley is also one of my best friends. This kid is so dang cute. He's named after Wrigley Field which is right by where they live, and if you ask him his name he says, My name is Wrigley, Wrigley Field.

Outside Navy Pier

On the tour bus

Some of the buildings we saw on the tour

On top of the double decker bus, first time I've been on one and I loved it!

The glass case that's 103 stories high!

Haha my mom was so brave to get out there, she was terrified but she did it! She just had to close her eyes till we took the picture.

Best quote from my mom, as Lainey is crawling around like it's no big deal
that we're up that high, my mom says
"Her eyes must not work very well, that's the only way she can be crawling around like that!

I even let Link crawl around...but almost had a heart attack watching him.

There was a cute Lincoln display in the Willis Tower, so had to get a picture by his twin!

My naked baby at the restaurant.

All of us at the restaurant

Chicago Day 2

2011-11-22T19:45:00.000-08:00

Our second day in Chicago was Sunday. So we got up and went to sacrament in Kristy's ward, which meets at a cute school building. Then we came back and got lunch from 5 guys (yummmm) then headed to Indiana to visit our cousins and spend the evening with them!

How cute is Kristy's place?!

Grandma, Lainey and Wrigley

Lincoln and Finley

Kristy's cute family

Billy and Finley stayed home while we went to Indiana

Hanging out at Kelly's house!
She made us some good soups and the most delicious homemade bread.

Kelly, Jeremy, Kristy, Katie, Karin, Me and Link

Lindsey and Jay

Emily, Kari, Mom, Spencer

Mom, Elise, Link

Girls trip to Chicago! Day 1

2011-11-22T19:40:00.000-08:00

A couple weeks ago my mom, Katie, Kari, Karin, me and Lincoln went to see Kristy in Chicago. It was the first time ever that all of us sisters and mom have done a girl's trip! We had been talking about going for a while, but couldn't find a weekend that worked for all of us. Then just a little over a week before we ended up going, something freed up so we could all go, so we booked our flights and headed there to harrass Kristy! We left Saturday afternoon and got to Chicago around 7:30pm. Just in time to go get some yummy Chinese food.

Some pictures from our flight.

Funny story- as we were driving to the airport, Justin drove all of us there but Kari. I kept telling everyone that our flight was at 2:30. So we left at 12:30, stopped and got lunch-we were debating whether to eat it there or not, but then decided that we should just head to the airport. So we're still driving at like 1:10 when Kari calls us asking where we are, and she was freaking out that we weren't there yet. All of us were just thinking, why is she so stressed already? So we get to the airport about 1:25, perfect time to join her in line to check our bags. Then we head to security, which was a super long line. As we were waiting, Kari, who was still freaking out about the time, asked us why no one else was nervous (it was 1:40 at the time) and we said, because the flight doesn't leave till 2:30. She freaked out and said NO it leaves at 2! We all checked our ticket and sure enough it was 2! SO then all of us got really nervous because we still had a way to go through security. Well we made it through and ran to our terminal to find out the plane was late! What a huge blessing!
And by the time we got on board and took off it was like 2:25, so I wasn't too far off :)

We made it!

At the restaurant

Haha shoes already killing Kari's feet, so my mom wanted to trade her

Link all bundled up!

2011-11-11T08:36:00.000-08:00

So Lincoln has had these type of carrots that are just barely chunky. He eats the smooth carrots just fine but I think it's something to do with the texture that makes him hate this type some much. These videos are hilarious so I had to share them on here. Just ignore my messy table!

Playing at Grandma's House

2011-11-11T07:30:00.000-08:00

ASU game

2011-11-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Vertuccio Farm

2011-11-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

Last week we went to Vertuccio's farm. It was a really fun date night with my 2 handsome boys. It was my first time going to a corn maze and a "fall festival" place like that so I loved it. Plus we ran into some old friends which is always the best. Also, I'm loving that its finally cold at night so we can wear sweatshirts!

In the corn maze. It was pitch black in there so Link was fine if we were moving, but if we stopped at all he would start crying.

(I promise I'm not drunk here. It was a bright flash)

Haha love Lincoln's face in these cut outs

On the bounce pillow, which was so much fun! Although it's a little harder to jump now since giving birth...

Haha we kept putting Link by the pumpkins to get pictures, and he was not liking it at all. We have so many funny faces of him, but these are my favorite :)

Typical.

2011-11-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

(The picture is staged as in I kicked all the toys in a pile, but other than that its legit.)

This picture depicts Lincoln to the T. A pile of toys out for him to play and he's playing with the wipes and diaper box. I always give him toys to play with but he could care less about them, and go from one toy to the next and not really playing with them. But if he finds the keys, a straw, lotion bottle, our phones, the remote, or a plastic bag and he'll be entertained for hours! All the things he shouldn't play with are what he wants most. I'll keep trying with the toys, but for now I just have to make sure anything I don't want him playing with isn't left on the ground, because if it is he'll find it!

Halloween 2011

2011-11-01T21:22:00.000-07:00

Can I just say how much more fun holidays are being parents? I've always loved Halloween because to me it marks the beginning of the holiday season (and cool weather) but Justin and I aren't really ones to dress up. But getting Link ready (even though he HATED getting his beard put on) was so much fun. It brought back all the excitement for me! Once Justin got home from work yesterday, we got Link ready and then headed over to my parents house to hang out there. We walked around the block, and then hung out on my parents drive way passing out candy and talking. I loved it. Lincoln looked so cute. It was a beautiful night. We were with my family. Life can't get better. All in all I'd say Lincoln's first Halloween was a success! Here's some pictures of our fun day!

After a few pictures he started crying so hard.
I'm noticing a pattern here.

We dressed him as Abraham Lincoln. We thought it was appropriate :)

Oh so cute.

Some cousins that were there.

Playing with cousin JeriLynn

I love the picture with my Mom, Link and Skyla. All of them have their eyes closed.

Cinderella Kaci. She definitely needs to be on toddlers and tiaras :)

She's got the wave down and everything!

Hanging out with Grandma. He was so funny when he was tired because he would just droop his head down to the side and lay like that.

Little Mob Boss.

Our first Halloween as parents.

Happy Halloween everyone!

Eyelashes.

2011-10-31T21:58:00.000-07:00

Are these not some of the most amazing eyelashes you've ever seen? I'm so jealous of him! They touch his eyebrow when his eyes are open. Lucky boy! He's going to be such a heart breaker just because of his eyes.

Soccer.

2011-10-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

Yes I think he might be.

7 Months

2011-10-26T19:13:00.000-07:00

Can't believe this cute boy is 7 months! He's so much fun and I'm so lucky to be his mom. I love you Linky Boy!

Hanging Out With Dad

2011-10-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Lincoln loves hanging out with Justin and will always lay and relax on him like this. Its the cutest thing, and makes Justin so happy- especially because he doesn't do it for me to often!

Trip to Utah

2011-10-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

One of Justin's birthday presents was a trip up to Utah over conference weekend. It had been over a year since we had gone, and he was wanting to go to his mission reunion.

*We left Wednesday night and got there late. Lincoln was awesome on the plane. He kept staring all around looking at everything while it was boarding and by the time we took off he got tired and fell asleep. He slept for about half the time and was the best the other half! First plane ride was a success!

So excited for his first plane ride.

So much to see on the plane

Starting to get tired.

AND he's out.

Someone else was pretty excited too!

*Thursday night we went to Justin's mission reunion. So funny, when we first got to the reunion Justin didn't know anyone. They were all way younger, none were married let alone had a baby. Haha we've never felt so old! But then guys that he served with came, so we didn't feel so out of place. There were some people from Mozambique that had flown in for conference so they did a little fireside. It was so neat to listen to them and hear how excited they were to be here in Utah-so close to the prophet and a temple. One cute lady said that her life was complete now that she was this close to President Monson and would be going to conference. It was good for me to hear that because when we landed in Utah, being close to the prophet definitely wasn't the first thing on my mind! But that really is an amazing thing, we have a living and true prophet who speaks to Heavenly Father and helps guide us, and I was in the same city as him...that's something to be excited about!

*While there, I threw a surprise birthday party for Justin which I thought he totally knew about the whole time, but luckily it really was a surprise till we walked in! It was so nice his whole family came and some friends that we hadn't seen forever. Thanks for everyone who helped put that together and make it special for Justin!

Some of the people at his party

All 4 have the middle name Jay

*We also got to go to the Sunday morning session of conference. Justin's dad and his wife were nice enough to watch Lincoln so we could go and pay attention, and it was so nice to be in the conference center! I LOVED all the talks from that session (really I loved every talk I heard) and I especially love our Prophet who has funniest sense of humor!

Outside the Conference Center

Inside the Conference Center

*While Justin went to priesthood with his dad and brother, me, his mom and sisters got together for a girls night. We went to Rumbi's and had a favorites night...those are always so fun to get to know each other's favorites and get presents :)

*Justin, Lincoln and I stopped by the 'This Is The Place Monument' and looked around there. It was a beautiful day and a fun little stop as we headed up to Morgan.

I love my boy :)

All the different Monuments

Our Family

Then we spend the day in Morgan with Justin's mom. Justin wanted to ride his sister's horse that's there so he did that, then got me to ride it (which was the first time is about 15+ years) and even got Lincoln on it for about 2 seconds so we could take a picture.

Link with Grandma Jody and Grandpa Mike

Hanging out on grandma's lawn.

Having fun with dad

*I got to see one of my best friends Mallory, but we didn't take any pictures! Uh what were we thinking Mal?! It was the first time Link got to meet his Aunty Mallory, it definitely should have been captured. Thanks for driving to see us Mal!

*And of course, we got to spend a lot of time with all of Justin's family which was so nice. Unfortunately we didn't get pictures with everyone!

Playing with Grandpa and Grandma Stenquist

Hanging out with cousin Bethany

This face just kills me!

When we flew home, Link was getting fussy before the plane took off and I was starting to sweat bullets thinking he was going cry the whole time, but right as we took off he fell asleep and slept till we landed in Az! It was a huge blessing!

My boys out on the flight home!

It was such a nice little get away! It was so fun to be back in Utah, spend time with family and friends, and most of all get to spend 5 whole days together with Justin! Hope you had a fun birthday trip babe!

6 Month Stats

2011-09-28T06:38:00.000-07:00

I took Lincoln in for his 6 month appointment yesterday. He was

17.8 lbs (41%)
26 in (36%)

He's starting to drop of in height so he's definitely going to be a tank!

Lincoln is a character. For the last couple weeks, he's been kind of hard. He doesn't want to be left alone and fights every nap and bedtime. He loves being around people and doesn't want the party to stop! I try to telling my family how hard he's been, but then whenever they see him he is so smiley and happy that they don't believe me :) Its a good thing that he can be so happy and fun because other wise I might go crazy!

Lincoln is also a mover. At least one part of his body is constantly moving. For example when I feed him one of his arms swings up and down the entire time, like he's flapping his wings.

I love this kid so much, he is so much fun! Everyday I am so thankful that I get to be his mom!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

2011-09-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

Today is my best friend's 26th birthday, so naturally I came up with 26 reasons why I love him.

Justin told me last night that I'm pretty smart because I married him, and I have to say I agree. Marrying him was the smartest thing I've ever done!

I love you Justin Jay!

Mid-Week Date Night

2011-09-26T14:31:00.000-07:00

This past Wednesday we went on a little date to a shooting range near us. Wednesday nights are 'ladies night' so I was free and Justin was $10.75. Not bad for a fun date! My sweet mom came and watched Lincoln for us, which was so nice! Thanks mom for letting us go out!

I don't think I did too bad considering this was my first time shooting at a range. :)

6 Months!

2011-09-24T14:54:00.001-07:00

Honeymoon

2011-09-18T20:15:00.000-07:00

A little while ago we found Justin's old camera that had pictures from our honeymoon. It was such a surprise because I had completely forgotten that we had even taken some. Before we got married we were always taking pictures and then after, nothing. We only took a few but it was so fun to look at them!
We went to Acapulco, Mexico stayed at the Mayan Palace. The night these pictures are from we had gone to dinner at this place that had a cliff diving show. It was such pretty scenery!

So glad we found these and could reminisce a little!

Go ASU!

2011-09-17T13:30:00.000-07:00

Last week we took Lincoln to the ASU vs. Missouri game with my family. My family are all huge ASU fans, and Justin obviously is because that's where he's going to school. As for me, I just go to hang out with my sisters! I think I only watched about a minute of the game because I was busy talking. Whoops!

Lincoln was into it the first quarter because there was so much for him to see. But starting the 2nd quarter the noise got to him and he got fussy. So then me and him hung out by the concession stands.

After the 3rd quarter Justin started getting nervous because he had homework due that night, and me and Link were standing up top anyways, so we left. Which turned out to be a bummer because the game was apparently really exciting and went into over time.

Can't wait to go again, but maybe next time we'll leave Mr. Lincoln home, and I'll actually watch some :)

Grandma Jody Comes to Town

2011-09-13T11:18:00.000-07:00

Justin's mom came into town to visit us over Labor Day weekend. We had a nice relaxing weekend, just playing with Lincoln! She was so nice and got him lots of toys to play with and the cutest car book.

We went to Oreganos to celebrate Justin taking the MCAT
and his birthday that's coming up this month.

Thanks for coming to visit us Grandma! We love you!

The Cutest Centerpiece Ever

2011-09-10T18:15:00.000-07:00

But really though, isn't he?!

Falling Asleep?

2011-09-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

This is a face of a little boy who is supposed to go down for a nap.

Lets just say nap time at our house is verrry exciting.

Book-Worm

2011-09-08T16:45:00.000-07:00

I think Lincoln might be a book worm like me. Growing up when I would get in trouble I used to get grounded from books because I loved reading that much! Me and Link read a lot together and listen to books on tape all the time, so hopefully he'll love books as much as I do!

Our Photogenic Son

2011-09-07T19:36:00.001-07:00

We were going through old pics, and were CRACKING up at how funny these pictures are! Haha These definitely don't show off how cute he is!

Temple Date

2011-09-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

At the end of July, Justin and I went to the temple with my family. It was the first time we had gone since having Lincoln, and boy had I missed it! There's nothing like going to the temple with your spouse and family. You get to take your mind off all your worldly problems and get your perspective set straight. I'm so grateful to have a temple close by!

I was worried about Link because it was his first time with a real babysitter, but Courtney was awesome! She only got peed on 2x. Thanks Court for taking good care of my baby and letting us get to the temple!

We missed our baby!

Houdini

2011-09-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

One morning when we got Lincoln out of bed, somehow during the night he managed to get his arm out of his pj's. How? I have no idea. Must've gotten my brains :) okay MAYYBE Justin's.

The Diamondbacks Game

2011-09-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

Last weekend Justin's sister Jessica came into town. While she was here we went to a D-Backs game. Links first, and the first time me and Just have gone together. Lincoln was in heaven, he was so into the game. We kept trying to get him to look at us for pictures but he was zoned. Everyone around us was in love with Link and wanted to play with him. There was even a creepy old man who as we were leaving came up to us and kept asking if he could hold him or touch him. It totally took me by suprised so I just shook my head no and was like uhhhhh, no??Jessica helped me out and told him flatly no. Crazy old man. But we had so much fun, despite the fact that at 10 pm it was still blazing hot. (Why do we live in AZ??)

We loved having you here Jess! Come see us again soon!

Newport Beach

2011-08-18T17:00:00.000-07:00

A couple weeks ago Lincoln and I went with my parents, my sister Karin and her 4 kids to Newport Beach. We stayed at the Newport Marriott Villas which was such a pretty resort! So pretty in fact, we didn't even leave the resort to go to the beach. Whoops! Lets just say its a little easier with kids to hang out by a pool than at the beach.

But we had so much fun. We definitely missed Justin for sure, but I was glad we were able to go!
Thanks for the fun trip Mom and Dad! Hopefully we get the invite next year too :)

Hanging out by the pool.

Link and Skyla

One of the highlights of the trip was going to the LA Temple Visitors Center and seeing one of my best friends, Sister Brinkerhoff! I love that girl so much, but have been HORRIBLE at writing her...The last time I wrote her, I didn't even know I was having a boy. So I hadn't told her I had my baby, and now he's 4 months old! Whoops again! Not the best writer.

The funny thing was that she had had a dream that I came the visitor's center like 2 days before I actually did. So she couldn't believe that I was actually there! She is doing amazing and is such a good missionary. It's so fun seeing how changed missions make people.
Can't wait for her to get home in 6 months!

Outside the L.A. Temple

Meanwhile, Justin was at home missing us.

Link has been so cuddly with Justin ever since we got back. I think he missed him a little.

July 2011

2011-08-02T15:25:00.000-07:00

I can't believe July has already come and gone. Time is flying by too fast. I'm not ready for the summer to be over and lose Justin to school again! (1 more semester, 1 more semester...) Anyways we had a super fun and busy month.

**My sister Kristy came with her 3 cute kids and spent most of the month with us. It was so fun having her around. She lives in Chicago and is way to far away!

**We spent the 4th of July up in Heber at my parents cabin and had a family reunion with my mom's side of the family. I don't have any cousins my age on that side, so I didn't really grow up knowing anyone. Some people its probably been 15+ years since I've seen them. So it was really fun to spend time with them and get to know them a little. It was also fun to hear stories about my mom's parents because I didn't really know them either. My mom's dad died way before I was born and her mom died when I was 6. So it was fun hearing stories about them and hearing about their personalities--making them a real person to me!

At the Heber Parade

Link's first 4th of July

**Justin took the MCAT

**We did a lot of swimming.

**Had parties at my parents house.

**Did another Heber trip for a week to spend the 24th of July there. First time going to the Snowflake festivities, and dang it was so fun! We went to the rodeo Friday night which was my first rodeo ever, and I'm hooked. I LooVeD it. It was hilarious. Then we went to the Pioneer parade the next morning and then over to a park to hang out!

Hanging out at the cabin

At the Rodeo

*Funniest part of the rodeo, my nephew Kody asked his mom if he caught a chicken during the Chicken Chase if he could keep it, and she promised him he could, because she thought there was NO way that he would catch one since there were hundreds of kids out there and they only release like 8 chickens. Well Kody and a couple other kids that were way bigger went after the same chicken and he totally slid in and caught it! It was the most amazing/hialrious thing I've ever seen. Way to go Kody boy!

At the Parade

Hanging out at the Park

**And of course, did a lot of kissing on this little man.

Time FLIES when you're having fun!

2011-07-26T21:25:00.000-07:00

I can't believe my baby is 4 months :( I might be a little crazy but I'm having a hard time with him growing up. Even though the stage he's at is probably my favorite so far because he has SO much personality and is so much fun to play with, I'm just not ready for my baby to grow up yet!

His 4 month stats:

Weight: 15.5, 53%

Height: 24.25, 47%

*My little man is a CHUNK and I love it! He's all rolls and has the chubbiest cheeks that I get to kiss all day long.

Look at these chunka thighs!

You know you want to kiss those cheeks :)

*He is the happiest baby I know, SO smiley and friendly. He stops people E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E we go and talks, laughs and smiles so big at everyone that people just eat it up. It used to be cute, but now its pretty annoying because we can't ever make a quick run in somewhere because we get stopped and they want to know his life story. Stop being so cute little Link!

*He's rolling over now. Gets stuck on his tummy, then cries.

We gotta work on the rolling back part.

*He's balding in the random places as you can see above.

I want to cut it off but Justin won't let me.

*He loves standing. When ever we hold him he has to stand on our laps.

*He loves watching tv. We went to the dentist and I was in the lobby with Link waiting for Justin and the tv was on and he was just STARING at it the whole time and this lady who was waiting with us just started laughing because she was watching him the whole time and couldn't believe how into it he was. I guess its a good thing because we can still take him to the movies and he'll just chill and watch it with us. He loved Transformers 3 and HP :)

*He loves to swim.

*He's starting to sit up and can sit up for a couple of seconds before rolling over.

First time sitting in a big boy high chair, up at my parents cabin.

*He likes to look around and see the world, but he's always still up for a good cuddle up with us.

*And he loves holding our hands. If we bring our hand close to him he'll grab it with both of his and pull it tight to his chest. Sweetest thing in the world.

This kid makes me and Justin so happy, its ridiculous. Lets be honest, there's definitely days where I want to beat him, but luckily those days aren't too often. Most of the time its just pure bliss. Our life has changed so much the last 4 months, but its a million times better now.

How could you not be happy looking at that face?!

Lincoln, we love you so dang much!

Oceanside 2011

2011-07-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

A couple weeks ago we went on our annual trip to Oceanside, CA, my ALL time favorite vacation. We've been going to the same place for like 18-19 years, so most of my life! Its the best vacation ever, just relaxing on the beach all week. This year was so much fun being with most my family and having Justin and Link there. I was so excited for Lincoln's first time at the beach....but hello he's 3 months and does nothing but eat and sleep!

We had so much fun hanging out at the beach, going on walks on the pier, playing games at night, going to the farmers market, and just being with everyone! I love this trip and already can't wait for next year!

Picture time!

Funny story about the pictures below, Link was taking a nap in his play pen and Justin didn't know he was in there, so he threw all the pillows on top of him! It woke him up, but at least he thought it was funny!

Thanks Tami for letting me use some of your collages :)

Father's Day

2011-06-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

I'm a little late writing this, but I couldn't pass up the opportunity to tell Justin just how much I love him. Unfortunately his 1st Fathers Day wasn't that special, we were traveling so he didn't just get to lay in bed and relax all day like he should have.

But, Justin is the greatest dad I know. He is such a good helper. There's so many nights when I'm just way to tired to get up with Link, or when he wakes up too early in the morning, that Justin will get up so I can keep on sleeping. He is always willing to watch Link when I need him to. I didn't realize how huge this was till I left him home this past week while I went and did my sis-in-law and my nieces and nephews hair. I was gone for quite a while and the whole time my sis-in-law kept saying to me, wow Justin really is okay watching him this long? I guess my brother wasn't one to watch their kids as a baby, it always kinda freaked him out. But Justin has always been so good at taking him so I can get breaks, which has been huge for me. He always thought he wouldn't be a "baby person", that he wouldn't really like Lincoln till he was older. But he's been a sucker for him since he was born. He loves his little guy so much, and Lincoln just adores Justin. Nothing makes me happier than watching them together!

I love you Just, and am so grateful for you. Thank you for being the wonderful dad you are! I hope our son grows up to be just like you.

2011-06-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

Here's some pictures of the rest of our time with Justin's fam. It was so fun having everyone here, we were sad to see them go! Come back and visit us soon!

Link meeting Uncle Jayson, Aunt Kim and cousin Bethany for the first time!

We took him swimming for the first time that night. He wasn't too sure about it at first but slowly got the hang of it. I was proud of him because the water was freezing to me and he handled it like a champ!

Then we took him swimming during the day, and he was still not too sure about it.

But at least he looked cute!

Haha his pouty faces are the best!

Much happier being out of the water!

The Blessed Boy

2011-06-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, June 4th, we blessed Lincoln. It was such an amazing day! He was blessed with his cousin Jeri Lynne, which made it even more special. My brother Chris is a bishop so we were able to use his building and have him preside. All of Justin's family came in town for it, which was a blast having them all here. It was everyone's first time meeting Link beside Justin's mom. I think they liked him a little :)

Grandpa and Grandma Stenquist's first time meeting Link

Aunt Jessica with her niece and nephew

Grandma Jody with her 2 grandkids

Justin gave a beautiful blessing, I was so proud of him! And Lincoln was perfect. He slept all before the blessing started and then once it started he was awake but didn't make a peep. He was just looking around. Gosh I love him.

I was overwhelmed with gratitude for the priesthood that day. I'm so grateful for a husband who holds it and is able to bless our family with it. I'm grateful for grandpa's and uncles who were there to support us. I'm grateful Lincoln gets to grow up with so many cousins and family members who love him and will help keep him on the right track. Makes my job a little easier :)

Thanks everyone for coming and making the day so special! Its a day I won't ever forget!

Now for a picture over load....

All the priesthood holders

All of Link's Grandparents

Some of the people that made it to the blessing

And a special shout out to Christiaan and Courtney for letting us use their birthday to bless Link! Can't believe they're 17 now! Where did the time go?!

Haha so tired!

Our little stud :)

With one of his many girlfriends, Skyla

Links 2 Month Check-Up

2011-06-10T20:00:00.000-07:00

Lincoln had his 2 month check up scheduled for a couple weeks ago...but since I STILL have a bad case of pregnancy brain I forgot about it. Whoops! So then we couldn't get in till last week.

His stats:

Weight: 12.13lbs, 50%

Height: 23 in, 75%

Head:15.5 in, 40%

Pretty much my little guy is perfect :)

He also got his shots, which was hard for mom to watch. He was super sad for a while after getting them, but then he was sweet and cuddly for a couple days after. But weird, after he got them there was a couple times when he would be sleeping/just relaxing and he would start screaming bloody murder and crying so hard he wouldn't breathe. Freaked the heck out of me! I don't know what it was, maybe just nightmares about the shots?! Any ways, glad that's over!

Before the doc came in to check on him. Happy Camper

After his shots, not so happy!

After we left, still not sure what to think about everything

At home showing off his battle wounds!

Love my little chunker! :)

2 Months

2011-05-24T12:04:00.000-07:00

My little precious baby is 2 months today! I can't believe how fast time has flown.

Link is such a fun baby. For the most part, he's a really happy little boy. Once he's had his nap and eaten, he's all smiles and coo's. Its so fun and makes it hard for me to get anything done because I just want to play with him!

He loves his mama. I'm definitely his #1, which I don't mind one bit :)

We have so much fun playing together everyday.

He has the best head of hair. That's the number one thing people comment on is how awesome his hair is. It hasn't started to fall out yet, and I keep crossing my fingers that it won't!

He makes the best faces, and can keep us laughing all day with them.

He loves spending all the time he can with his dad.

He loves being swaddled, but hates the process of it.

He is so handsome.

And makes us so happy!!

The Perfect Day

2011-05-22T22:19:00.001-07:00

This past Tuesday was a perfect day. Like in Miss Congeniality they asked, What would be your perfect date? I would've answered May 17.

First of all, Justin was home with me all day, which with his work schedule I don't see him too often. So our perfect day started by waking up and going to breakfast with some friends. I LoVe going out to breakfast! Its really one of my all time favorite things, and we don't do it enough. So right there started my day off happy. It was a beautiful day outside, nice and sunny but with a good breeze so it wasn't too hot. My favorite! So after breakfast, we went and got our car cleaned. Another thing that makes me super happy. Then I had to go pick up some hair supplies, and got some new products for me :) Love love love getting hair products. After that we headed down to San Tan mall and went to a movie. Give me some caffeine-free diet coke and popcorn and I'm a happy camper! After the movie we went shopping around San Tan. Then we left, did a little grocery shopping, went home and Justin made dinner for me! Seriously, I can not think of a day that was more perfect than that. Link was amazing and so happy all day. He seriously was so good!! Me and Justin were bff's all day--no fighting--which is always a plus :) The only little damper on our day was when we went to the movie and this old couple walked in and sat behind us and as soon as they saw Link they started complaining-loudly- about how they hoped he or she would sleep, how we're stupid for bringing a baby to a movie, how it would ruin it for everyone..blah blah blah. Welp my perfect little angel DID sleep the whole time and when the movie was over I wanted to yell at them, BUT I didn't. I'm so sorry my sleeping baby ruined your movie. Ugh. BUT as annoying as that was even those grumpo's couldn't ruin my day!

I have to say my life is pretty good, I really have hardly anything to complain about. So most days I can say are good days, but May 17th, 2011 definitely topped them all!

Miracles still happen!

2011-05-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I had the coolest miracle happen, one that I have to write down so

that I never forget how blessed I am!

I went over to do my sis-in-law Tami and her kids hair yesterday and had left Link at home with Justin. When I finished I got in our truck to leave, and it wouldn't start. It would turn on the air and music but wouldn't start, so I knew that it wasn't that I hadn't let the battery died. I started panicking and kept trying but NOTHING was working. I just sat there not knowing what to do, and I didn't want to go back into Todd's house because he was having a scout meeting with all the leaders and Tami had just taken her girls to mutual. I called Justin all nervous and told him what was going on and he tells me all these different tricks to try, but nada. Meanwhile Lincoln was crying in the background and had been for a while, so I could tell Justin was frustrated because of that and then because he was thinking that I had done something to his truck. I was feeling horrible/ confused because I didn't know what I could have done, I mean really I had just put it in park and left. So he tells me that he would get Link packed up and come get me. Well I get off the phone and say a prayer, BEGGING Heavenly Father to let the truck start before Justin left so that he didn't have to come get me because I didn't want him mad at me. So I finish my prayer and try to start it...nothing. Crap. Well a couple minutes later my brother David pulls up with a trailer full of stuff that he was bringing to Todd's house. So he gets out and I tell him what was going on, he jumps in the front seat and tries to start it...IT STARTED RIGHT AWAY. I was SOO happy, I hurried and called Justin and he was just barely leaving so he was able to just turn around and go home. So David then asks me if I wouldn't mind helping him unload some refrigerators that he was dropping off there, which hello of course I would, he had just helped me! And besides I'm really strong. (HA, thats a joke) So I helped him unload these crazy heavy fridges and then we left.

Dave calls me after we had left and told me his side of the story, which was just so amazing. He had been trying to call Todd for the last hour so that he could help him lift the fridges, but Todd didn't answer because he was in his scout meeting. So David had been trying to figure out what to do, praying for help because he needed to get them dropped off. He had decided to go over to Todd's anyways hoping that Todd would be there to help him. So when he pulled up and saw me, I probably wasn't as big of help as Todd would've been, but together we were able to move all 3, and not get hurt :) So its just funny thinking about it now, because Dave was able to get the truck started INSTANTLY. So OBVIOUSLY Heavenly Father was just stalling me long enough so that I would be there when Dave needed me. Dave was able to pull up in time so that Justin didn't have to come to my rescue, and everything just worked out perfectly.

I love having experiences like these when I have not one shadow of a doubt that my Father loves me and is aware of all our needs. Of course my husband would've come to my rescue no problem, but I was feeling bad and didn't want to make him. Its also a testimony of how Heavenly Father has his own time, and we just need to be patient. After I had finished my prayer I thought that the truck was going to start right away, and was disappointed when it didn't. But if it would have, then I would have left and not been there to help Dave. It was a great reminder to me of who's really in charge, who will always be there for me in times of need, and who knows whats best for me!

Let's go fly a kite!

2011-05-19T20:25:00.000-07:00

A couple Saturdays ago it was a beautiful windy day, so after Justin was done with work we headed over to our favorite park to fly a kite! I don't think I've ever flown a kite before, so I wasn't very good at it. Justin was trying to teach me the tricks to the trade and talking all smart about the science behind flying a kite blah blah blah :)...that kid is way too smart for me. About 75% of what he says is over my head. He forgets I do hair, and not in pre-med :) But it was another fun afternoon spent with my favorite 2 boys!

Getting it up there (Twss...sorry I had to :)

Link hiding from the wind

Mr. Lincoln

2011-05-16T22:52:00.000-07:00

I can't believe my little guy is 7 weeks! Time is flying! In some ways I love it because its so fun seeing him learn new things, but then hes getting so big and won't be my little baby soon! I want to write things about him before I forget, so here's what he's been up to for the last couple weeks:

*At Lincoln's 1 month check-up he weighed 10.4 lbs (Its been 3 weeks so he's probably way bigger now)

*He was 21 1/2 inches long

*He is the biggest stretcher there is. When he is waking up from naps he will sit and stretch for like 3-5 minutes. He will even do it while he is sleeping. Its the cutest thing ever!

*His sleep has been corresponding to his age, like at 4 weeks he was sleeping 4 hours, 5 weeks 5 hours, 6 weeks 6 hours....I hope it keeps going!

*We've been doing BabyWise with him since about 3 weeks, and its been going REALLLY good the past 2 weeks. I drag him out with me every day to what ever errands or lunch or where ever I go, so sometimes his schedule will be off a little bit, but for the most part he's been doing really good.

*At weeks 4 and 5 every time it was nap time he would start crying really hard for about 5-7 minutes, with no way for me to console him. So I would just let him cry ( so hard!) and he would eventually stop. Now at 6 weeks I'm able to lay him down and about half the time he will just hang out in his bed and fall asleep without crying.

*He takes a pacifier really good, which I LOOOVE. I am definitely A-OKAY with it! It helps keep me sane, which is good for everyone :)

*Its been about this last week (Week 6) that he's really responding to us and smiling at us. He's been smiling for a couple weeks, but it was usually while he was sleeping or tooting, but not really in reaction to us. So finally this week its definitely him smiling at us! And its hilarious because a couple times I've pulled out my camera to take a pictures of him, and he'll start smiling super big once I start taking pictures!

*He has a little thumper leg that shakes, and his bottom lip quivers. Cutest. Thing. Ever.

*He gets the hiccups every single time he eats.

*He loves to hold hands. He's like his mom that way :)

*He loves being on his tummy. If he's ever fussy I can usually turn him onto his stomach and he'll be a happy camper!

*He grunts all the time. Even in his sleep.

*He's getting to be super chubby. He's has rolls all over, and is getting little thunder thighs. Haha I love my little chubster!

* He loves being in his swing. He doesn't like his bouncer so much, but the swing he loves.

*He hates getting dressed, and hates even more when I do his hair. So I usually only do it for special occasions now.

* We have this big wedding picture of us on the wall, and if we are sitting on our couch somehow he will always find it and stare at it. You can turn him away from it and eventually he'll find it and stare at it.

*He loves to be swaddled. I don't get it because he gets hot really easily, but it doesn't matter he loves to being swaddled! It calms him down when he gets tired and is crying. Thats why I love the Aden and Anais swaddle blankets, because they're so light. They're definitely a number one thing in our house!

* Everyone always says that he's a mini Justin, BUT he has my blue eyes that squint when he smiles which is just like me!

I love my little smiley bud so much!

My first Mothers Day

2011-05-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

Today I got to celebrate my first Mothers Day! It was so special. Lincoln gave me the best present he could have, which was sleeping 6 1/2 hours! Amazing! And then he gave me some awesome smiles when he did wake up, which melted my heart. Definitely great presents from him! Justin made me a super delicious breakfast and gave me a really sweet card and a gift card so I can go shopping :) My fav! We went back to our ward for the first time since Linc was born and had a nice Sunday there. Then we came home and all 3 of us took a nap, which was another great present from Linc. After that we headed over to my parents and had dinner
there with my family. It was a perfect 1st Mother's Day!

I love waking up to this!!

Being a mom has brought so much joy into my life. I love being with Lincoln and seeing him grow every day. We have so much fun together! He has become my best little buddy, which is good because Justin isn't home too much these days. I'm so grateful to have Lincoln in my life and can't imagine it without him!

Motherhood has also brought on a new appreciation for my mom and how wonderful she is. She has been such a great help to me and is always giving me such good advice. I love her so much, and don't know what I would do with out her!

I love you mom!

Grandma Jody Meets Lincoln

2011-05-08T16:35:00.000-07:00

Justin's mom came to visit us Easter weekend and got to meet Lincoln! While she was here we went to the Easter Pageant, Olive Garden, visit Justin at work, dragged her to a family reception, hung out with my family, but mostly she just wanted to

hold Lincoln as much as she could It was fun having her here!

Here's some pictures of the weekend

Linc with both his grandmas!

Us at the Easter Pageant

The best 3 years!

2011-05-02T21:30:00.000-07:00

On April 3rd, we celebrated our 3rd anniversary. It was on conference Sunday so we had an awesome day just lounging around, listening to conference (which was AMAZING like always!)and cuddling with our sweet baby. After conference was over we headed

over to our favorite park and had a picnic,

which is my favorite thing these days. It was a beautiful afternoon,

and I loved spending it with my 2 favorite boys!

Haha I love Linc's face here :)

Happy Anniversary Just! The past 3 years have been the best spent with you. You are the sweetest husband, and the best dad. I love you!

Lincoln's First Bath

2011-05-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

Here's some pictures of Linc's first bath! He wasn't a big fan of it because we don't have a bath tub so we had to just stick him in our shower on his bather and he was way to cold. But as soon as his umbilical cord and circumcision healed up, he started showering with us, and it is HILARIOUS how much he loves it! He will just lay in our arms with his eyes closed, his arms dangling in relaxation and has a look on his face like, "Ahhhh". It is the cutest thing ever! And nothing is better than snuggling a clean baby!

2011-04-25T16:17:00.000-07:00

We love nap times with Link over here!

Even when this happens...

Eventful 1st week!

2011-04-19T12:35:00.000-07:00

The Monday after we got out of the hospital, I was feeling pretty good so I ran a couple of errands all through out the day. Bad idea, because that afternoon I was driving home from an errand, and started feeling really sick and once I made it home I hurried inside and I started to shake like CRAZY. I was super cold, and couldn't stop shaking. I hurried and got Lincoln out of his car seat and just laid down with him on my couch. I was crying, shaking, and freezing and had no idea what was wrong with me. Luckily my parents were bringing me dinner than night, so my mom called to see if I was home and I just started bawling to her, so her and my dad rushed over. I was still shaking really bad when they got there, but slowly the shakes wore off. Then about a half hour later they started up again and after about 45 minutes they stopped. I finally warmed up, but then I spiked a fever. I was so hot and started sweating pools of sweat. My parents stayed with me till Justin got home, because I couldn't take care of my sweet boy. Luckily he was such an angel and didn't fuss at all the whole time. I finally went to bed and everything was fine after that.

The next day was my dads birthday so a bunch of us siblings went out to lunch for him. When I got home a little while later, once again I got super cold and the shakes started. Only this time it was way worse. Again, my mom was inspired and called me, and I couldn't even talk because I was shaking so bad. So she rushed over again to help me. I was shaking so bad that I was having a hard time breathing, so I started to panic. Justin was at a study session, but left early from it (which he was totally inspire to) and came home to find me shaking. He says that it looked like I was having a seizure. Breathing was getting harder to do, so him and my mom decided to take me to the ER. Justin rushed me over there, and my amazing mom stayed with Link. We checked in to the ER and got into a room a little while later. They started all these test, the doc came in and said that I have an infection, they just need to figure out where. So I had to stay the night, Justin stayed with me while my mom stayed with our baby.

Long story short, I had to stay in the hospital 3 more days because they couldn't figure out where the infection was. They started me on an antibiotic to see if it would help, but one night I spiked a fever, so my doctor wouldn't let me go till I had 24 hours of no fever, and no other symptoms so that they knew the antibiotic was working.

Those days spent in the hospital were probably the hardest days of my life. I missed my baby SO much, it was awful! Justin had to work and go to school, so most of the time I was alone there. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I had the most horrible nurses the whole time, and I just wanted to go home. I missed his one week birthday, which I know isn't a big deal, but it was HUGE being stuck in the hospital. All I could think about was how much he was growing with out me, and I was so worried he would forget who I was. I seriously have never been so depressed in my whole life. Luckily whenever Justin would get home he would go get Link from whoever had him and bring him to me. It was amazing how fast I would cheer up just seeing them 2!

I finally was released Friday, and man I've never been happier! I went over to my parents because they had Lincoln, and I just snuggled him all day. Poor kid was smothered in kisses and didn't leave my arms. He was really good for everyone who watched him, but my family all said they could tell a difference now that he was back with me. My sister said when I held him, he looked like he was in heaven :) That made my day because I really thought that he had forgotten who I was! But I was sure in heaven being back with him too. It was so great to be back home, and thankfully I've been feeling pretty good ever since!

I'm SO grateful that my family is so close to me and that they we're all willing to help out. My mom and sisters took such good care of Link, and would send me pictures through out the day to cheer me up. My brother David was so nice and visited me a couple times when I was there, and always would bring me a treat. My parents would visit me everyday, or even a couple times a day just to check up on me. Everyone would call or text to see how I was doing. Even though it was tough for me to be there, I really felt my family's love. And lastly, my wonderful husband had so much on his plate, but every chance he could he would come visit me, or stay the night if I asked him too, and do what ever he could to cheer me up. I love him so much! Thank you everyone for your help! It really meant so much to me!

Some pictures Kari sent to me while she had him. Isn't he just so precious?!

In this first picture he had gone and gotten blood work done that morning. Look how cute/sad his bandaged foot is!!

And one my mom sent me. We like to think he was saying a prayer for momma to come home :)

My 2 boys visiting me!

And lastly, me back at home with my baby!

Introducing Lincoln Jay!

2011-04-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

After a 4 day 3 night stay at the hospital, our precious little Lincoln is here with us!

Born March 24, 2011

8.1 lbs

20 inches

He's here and we're loving every minute of it!!

Its been quite an eventful last couple of weeks, and I want to write it down before it all becomes a blur and I can't remember anything.

The Story

We were supposed to get a call from the hospital Tuesday March 22nd, but we never heard from them that night. We woke up around 7 thinking maybe we had missed a call, but nope nothing. Justin was so disappointed because he thought that we'd have a baby by that morning, and they hadn't even called. Little did he know how long the process would really take! I went back to sleep and he got up and was busy doing something, and a little while later came back in and suprised me with breakfast in bed!

Except 2 seconds after I took this picture, I spilt the orange julius all over my plate and all over my bed. Whoops!!

Anyways we kept lounging around our place trying to keep busy, Justin had lots to study but he kept saying he didn't want to start because he had a feeling the minute he did they would call. Well finally around 9 he gave in and started studying. At 9:10 the hospital call :) I got ready and we headed over to the hospital! That was a crazy drive, knowing that the next time I came home we'd have a little baby with us!

We got to the hospital and into our room by like 12 and by 2 they started the medication to induce me. Justin still didn't realize just how long the process would be. He was so ancy all day long! They did this first medication that took 12 hours, before they started the pictosin. I was feeling pretty good all day, no contractions or anything. My mom came to visit us around 5:30 and her, Justin and I took a walk and that finally started some contractions. By 7 they were getting worse and worse. We did a couple more walks and every time it made them worse. Kari and Katie came by after my mom left, and thank goodness they did because they took my mind off the the contractions that were starting to get painful. Once they left it was all I could think about again and boy did it hurt! I tried to go to sleep and at 12:30 I finally couldn't take it any more, I was in so much pain! The 12 hour medicine stopped at 1 and they were going to start the pictosin at 2, so Justin and I got up and went on a walk and grabbed some food before I couldn't eat again. That walk was the most painful, and I had to keep stopping because I was hurting so bad. We made it back, and since I was in so much pain Justin ask a nurse (not my nurse) when I could get the epidural. She told us that I was in the "mild stages of labor" and they don't like to give the epidural till it gets worse. I just sat there thinking, Crap if this is mild I'm in for a long night! Luckily my nurse, who was AMAZING that night, came back from her break and first thing said, K lets get you an epidural. And with in 45 minutes I had it, and Oh my goodness it was HEAVEN! I have no idea why I was so scared for that because seriously, it was instant relief. I was a whole different person after that! They started the pictosin and I was able to get some good peaceful sleep.

The next day was just another day of waiting. Justin by then had finally settled down and realized that it wasn't going to happen anytime soon. My nurse that day was also amazing. Slowly I started dilating more and around 3 I was finally almost a 10. I started pushing around 3:30. My mom, dad, Karin and of course Justin was there with me, and I'm so happy they were! They were such good support, I don't think I could've made it with out them! Even though I was completely numb from the epidural, pushing was HARD! It was the strangest feeling ever. I pushed for about 45 mins, they called my doctor, and a half hour later my precious little baby was here! I was SO exhausted, hungry and shaking SO bad that when they handed him to me it was such an out-of-body experience. This little baby is mine?! I had spiked a fever at the end of pushing, so they had to take him to do all the weight and measures and everything, and then check him to make sure he didn't get an infection from my fever. I got him back a little while later, and it was still such a strange feeling! It was that night that it really set in that this was my baby. For Justin the connection was instant, for me it took a couple hours but boy-oh-boy it sure came on strong once it did! I love my baby boy!! Labor was so hard and long, and the whole time I was thinking, I will NEVER do this again! But now seeing his precious face, I would do it all again in a heart beat!

Since I had a fever, which made him have a fever, we had to stay longer so they could keep checking on him and make sure everything was okay. We finally got to come home Saturday evening, and like I knew it would, that drive home was crazy! And coming home felt strange, we came back to our normal lives, but our lives wouldn't be the same ever again!

Here's some photos from the big event!!

Hanging out, waiting for things to happen! Haha I loved how my

drink could rest perfectly on my big belly!

Justin trying to pass time! By the time we left the hospital he had figured out everything there was to figure out in my room.

He's here!

Right after he was born

Us with my doctor, he was seriously so great!

Haha his faces kill me!

Us with our baby!

Loved having family visit!

Taking Link home!

That first night at home, he was up every 1-2 hours. I didn't even mind because just looking at that sweet little face made it all okay! It was so perfect that the next day was Sunday, because we just had the whole day to hang out as our family. Justin was great at taking care of him and letting me get some sleep. He also was/is the best at changing his diaper, bathing him,swaddling him, getting him in and out of his car seat, etc. I was too chicken to change his diaper because I didn't want to mess with his circumcision! So thank goodness for his dad because he might not ever have been changed till it got all healed! Ha I would just stand by him to cheer him on while he did all the work.

It's funny to me now going back and reading my last post, because all my fears seem so silly now. Having this sweet boy here with us has been one of the greatest blessings in my life. He so far is the perfect baby, only fusses when he is hungry and when we change his diaper. He is the cutest baby ever, I know everyone feels this way but to us he definitely wins. One thing I was so worried about was how I would survive with no sleep, and I definitely have been blessed to have energy still. Gah I love him so much! It's amazing to me how instantly you have so much love for your kids! People kept telling me that but I couldn't comprehend it before. Now that he's here, I finally understand. It definitely hasn't easy, but it is so worth it! I have been so full of joy ever since he joined us. Things definitely have changed for Justin and I, but all for the better. Nothing makes me happier than to see how much Justin loves him, and seeing them together! I honestly have felt like my heart is going to burst because I'm so happy to have them. And I've been so grateful for my family, they have been such big supports and helpers to us. It's so nice having so much family around! I'm so grateful that everything went okay. I was so scared about not having enough time before he came, and now I know everything happened when it was supposed to.

Lincoln Jay,

You're parents love you so much! We're so grateful that you are here, and that you've been such a good baby. We just love to stare at you, and every face you make we think is the cutest thing ever! I was so scared for the change that you would bring to us, but now that you're here, everything is that much better. You were our missing Link :) We love you baby boy!!

Love, Your Mom and Dad

2011-03-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

Its 1:40 AM and I'm sitting here blogging, waiting for the hospital to call me to let me know there's a room open for me to come in and be induced. I went to my doctors today and had an ultra sound and they saw that my amniotic fluid was low, so since I'm almost 39 weeks he decided that instead of risking anything that they were just going to induce me. He came in and told me that they were going to induce me tonight or tomorrow, whenever the hospital could get me in, and I just sat there in shock. I really thought that he was going to say "Just Kidding"! or "April Fools"! BUT he didn't. So many emotions flooded over me at once. I was nervous, excited, scared, and freaking out all in one. I knew that if I didn't go into labor by this weekend that he would be inducing me next week, so I've been trying to get mentally prepared for that, but to have those last couple of days taken away from me scared me! I don't feel ready at all!

Lately I've just been SO nervous about everything.

I'm terrified of labor.

I'm terrified of getting the epidural, but also wouldn't think about not getting it.

I'm terrified of tearing.

I'm terrified of the pain and soreness after labor.

I'm normally really tough when it comes to pain. It's how I grew up. You had to be mentally tough in my family, and I always have been. So I don't know why its so different for me this time. I guess its just the anticipation of it all.

But I'm also scared I won't be a good mom.

I'm scared that things will change between Justin and I. We've gotten SO close during this pregnancy, and I just don't want that to go away.

I'm just scared of the change in general. And that's the number one thing that anyone we talk to says to us is, "You're about to have the biggest change of your life".

I had a melt down the other night to Justin (back when I thought we only had 11 days of it being us 2 haha) and was telling him everything that scares me, and at the end he said, half jokingly, half serious, " So do you want to give him up for adoption?" That broke my heart because it's not what I was getting at, at all!

I know its going to be the best thing that's ever happened to us. I know that once that little baby is in my arms all of my fears will be gone, and there will be nothing more important than that sweet little spirit who gets to be with us forever. I really can't wait to meet him. I already LOVE him so much, which is kind of crazy since I haven't even met him. But I LOVE the little guy who lives in my stomach. I like to think we already have a special bond. It might be crazy but I think that he can tell the difference from when my hands are on my tummy feeling him, and when it's some one else. He can be moving around like crazy so I'll hurry and grab Justin or my nieces or who ever is around and he'll instantly stop. But if its my hands he doesn't. He loves me the most already :) Or maybe he's going to be kind of shy like I am. Maybe its all in my imagination, but it still makes me feel good.

I just know how hard motherhood is. I've seen it. I'm surround by what I think are the best mothers in the whole world, and I just hope I can live up to them. My mom is AmAzInG, and my sisters and sister in laws are all the best. There's so many things that I want to take from each of them and apply to my mothering. I love watching them and learning from them. I just hope I can be half the mom's that they all are.

I probably sound like a horrible mom already. I always read people's blogs and everyone always just says how excited they are and are positive about everything....so I feel like I'm failing at this already. Oh well maybe some one out there has felt like me once.

After leaving the doctors office, Justin had to go to class and I went out to lunch with my sisters and parents. It was so fun! Then Justin and I spent the rest of the day together getting everything else we need before baby comes. It was a great day. Very needed. Now that we pretty much have everything together, I'm feeling a lot better. I had a long to-do list that I made up once the I left the doctors, and we got everything done.

Car seat and stroller, check. (Yes we waited till the very last second to get that :) wouldn't have it any other way!)

Bassinet bought and all set up, check.

Swept, mopped, vacuumed, cleaned toilet and dishes done, check. (Thanks to my sweet husband.)

Tax stuff put together, check.

Hospital bag packed, check.

Justin's hair cut, check.

Laundry done, check.

Showered, shaved and my hair done, check.

Pedicure with my mom, check. (Thanks Susie Q!)

Last supper at Olive Garden with just the 2 of us, check.

Golden Spoon, check.

I definitely feel a lot better and a little more mentally prepared now that we have mostly everything ready for our little guy. Now its just a waiting game, waiting for the hospital to call, and then waiting for him to actually come. Baby boy, I hope you're not scared to come to me now. I really do love you and am SO excited to get you here. As much as I keep thinking about things that will never be the same, I can't wait for the things that will be better once you're here with us. Everyone tells me that nothing compares to having your own children, and the love you have for them, and I am so excited for that. I'm excited to be the number one girl in his life for the next couple years. I'm excited to have someone who will always want me first. As close as I am with my nieces and nephews, whenever they get hurt or are sad, the first person they want is their mom. I want that. I can't wait for that! Not him getting hurt obviously, but being the one that comforts them the most.

I love you so much baby boy! Just hurry and come out and don't drag it out for like 36 hours, k?

Oh and please don't tear me. :)

Setting up his bassinet!